I hated horror movies as a child. I couldn’t bare the images that I saw, they would follow me into my dreams and would scare the living day lights out of me. I realise now that not only am I empathic, and clairsentient but I am clairvoyant too. This means that I feel things, I feel emotions and I see things too. As a child horror movies would have me tossing and turning all night, I would feel the terror, and would vividly dream about all the horrible images I had seen.
I could never understand why people would want to subject themselves to fear in this way. Why would they want to see such grotesque and hideous looking things.
These experience made me never ever want to see spirit or as I called them then “ghosts”. I would conjure of images in my mind of what they might look like (based on what I had see in horror movies) and it terrified me.
When I began my journey into exploring my psychic abilities, I knew for certain that I did not want to be a medium. I definitely did not want to spend my days connecting to any spirit that would in any way resemble those images I had seen in the horror movies. I made sure that I did nothing to build on my skills to connect to spirit, as I really did not want to be terrified the way I was as a child. As a result I was essentially blocking my connection to spirit because of my fear.
The interesting thing though, is that the universe had plans for me – even if I was not aware of it.
Almost a year and a half ago, I signed up for some one-on-one psychic development training, only to find out that somehow I had actually purchased Mediumship Training (a.k.a connecting to spirit/ghosts). Rather than call and cancel, or ask to change to some other training, I had this feeling that the universe had bigger plans for me and that I should see where this would take me.
During the one-on-one training I realised that not only do I have the ability to connect to spirit, but that it was not at all like what I had feared for all those years, in fact it was very similar to what it was like to connect to the energy of a living person. Over the coming months, I offered mediumship readings for free in exchange for testimonials and the thing that most struck me while I was doing this is how profound the messages that came though would touch and impact the lives of those I was doing the readings for.
I have been holding off telling people that I am able to connect to spirit, yet the universe continues to nudge me in that direction. At the beginning of the year, I was reading in a psychic reading room at an event, and the organisers had by mistake added to my bio that I was a medium – when I had not told them that I was one. Once again, I felt as if the universe had plans for me.
Over the past couple of months, more and more people have been asking me to connect to their loved ones, even though I have not told anyone that I can do this. Yet, people keep coming to me for mediumship even when I don’t advertise it.
When a message comes through from spirit for a loved one, it often brings them to tears and into immense joy when they connect with and are able to receive the messages that I bring through for them. It truly feels like an honour to be able to share this gift with others.
I have come to realise that the universe is speaking to us all the time. It speaks to us subtly. It’s voice is gentle. It does not nag, but will do it’s best to get us to notice.
When we can learn to be in the flow of life, to be in the energy of allowing, accepting and trusting, the voice of the universe is so much easier to hear.
I am listening universe, and thank you for taking me on this magical journey.
I see you…